2006-05-15 - 1:10 a.m.
I wonder if I'll still be asking why we tried so hard to avoid eachother from the beginning.
..Just like I contimplate whether or not I should have listened to my instincts that told me it all was doomed.
We destroyed eachother.
How ever did we find a beautiful place where we had created so much hope?
I'll miss that place forever.
It's remnants are now only in a photgragh, on the top shelf of my closet.
You'd be wrong if you thought that I didn't know how much easier things would have been if we had made it.
There have been countless times I have looked at you, and two times (to be exact, here) that I have wished on the stars that I was the one.
But you wanted to fade..contented to now only be that guy with a blue mouth scarffing down prom cake.
What the fuck.
What the fuck.
I do miss the old you. I'm so sorry I made you grow up.
